Reading and Listening

new difficulties arose every day now that departing day is nearing awfully close. beside not having enough money, i'm facing quite a handful of unforeseen difficulties. apart from that my body felt like it had ceased to exist, my mind wanted more rest when i'm fucking resting. if i am listening to music, my mind would interrupt with a new thought or query. other times i feel like i'm racked by severe brain spasms. i tried to stay off the internet now i'm online. perhaps i shouldnt be reading and staying home alone this much. i have to go out now.